My memory is getting worse.
My attention is getting worse.
My hearing.
My sight.
I force myself to sleep, and I force myself to eat. I don't want to, but I will.
I worry about things, but I'm told that's not my job.
What is my job?
Listen, listen, listen.
I have to make people happy until I'm happy.
It's good.
It's okay.
But people don't think.
Don't think of the outcome.
Oops, they found something of mine that wasn't meant to be found.
Scolded, scolded. But is it with compassion?
I don't know. I'm clouded.
I can't.